Wus staring at my econs hwk sum moments ago. Now online chatting wif desmond. Juz feel lyke blogging. Din do much stuffs at home todae. Wus either practising on my keyboard.. or eating.. hah. Growing fatter ler. argh.
oh wells. hah. Had a bad dream this morn. hais. Can't help thinking abt it. The sense of inferior-ness n fear of losing him is back. duno why. *shrugs* He's the best thing tt eva happened to me. Its the first time, i eva fell so deeply in love fer sumone right frm the start. But, all these feel lyke a dream. Really. He's too good fer me lerx. sumhow, I feel that I can never be good enuff fer him. I m a lousy girlfren, wif the imperfections n all. hais. if given a chance, I will choose never to wake up frm this dream.
Common tests are cuming le. But, I dun feel prepared at all this time round. Duno how am I goin to survive thru a lvls. Feel lyke goin back to the lib to mug. i miss sum of my lib frens. miss the security guards. miss the peaceful environment. miss running fer seats. hah. tink i mite pop by soon.
Tink I am juz feeling stressed out. haha. Sorry if I'm not being myself lately. Will cheer up soon. Gona go slp le. Tml's goin b a long dae. hais. `stay wif me please.
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